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today is the first day off that i have had since before summer school started.
it was really getting to me, not having the chance to organize my stuff and just having piles and piles build up because i simply don't have enough time.
my roommate moved out yesterday. i spent the evening wiping down all the inside of the cabinets and then FINALLY moving my stuff out of boxes. i figured if he was leaving then what was the point of moving my stuff in? he had SO much stuff. there was no room anyway!
i still need to finish up the kitchen but it's all really a work in progress. i'll probably get to that tonight. i've gotta clean out my car before i leave for bakersfield. :(
i'm going to spend tomorrow and saturday in taft for a wedding for my stepdad's son. i'm the photographer of the event. :)
as for the diet, i'm not perfect.
i've been eating fruits instead of snacking on bad stuff but i've been allowing myself 1 boca burger for dinner. i need some kind of protein seeing as i work out at least 3 times a week.
i'm going to eat my cereal every morning with soymilk (for the protein and vitamin benefits), and maybe a piece of fruit. for lunch i plan to have some carrots or other items along with a piece of fruit and water. i will allow myself to eat 1 bar per day. i may also throw in an additional protein bar or my protein shake. for dinner i will have a boca burger and/or salad. and for nighttime snacking, more damn fruit or carrots.
i can't wait for this trip to come already so i can quit the diet.
today i went back to my weight lifting class. it's an AWESOME class. anyway, i've decided to start doing the class twice a week and another class once a week. the other days of the week i'll either take a break or take a hike up the mountain with cooper.
i need to draw the pictures of the donuts TONIGHT!
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i think it's time i made new friends. or moved. too bad i can't do the latter.
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so i talked to amanda the other day and found out she's on this all fruits and veggies only diet and that she's already feeling better and it's only been two weeks.
i figured. ..i'm the vegan, i can do it and feel great in time for vegas.
it's only been one day.
i already hate my life. lol
i like HOT food. and while yes i can probably make something with hot veggies, i would have to ADD something to them. like cook em in olive oil or something.
i'm having the hardest time because i'm already craving uncle eddie's vegan peanut butter and chocolate chip cookies.
there's also a trader joe's mango popsicle in the freezer i'm dying to try.
i don't know what i'm going to do with my excess amounts of lemonade now that i'm trying to drink only water.
the next 28 days are doing to suck.
before we leave vegas on the 4th, we're going to have to stop at the shop that sells vegan donuts.
i'm gonna eat a whole box of vegan donuts.
maybe two.
i think i'm gonna draw a couple boxes of donuts and put them all around the house as motivation.
lol
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[03 Jul 2008|10:05am] |
GO WITH ME TO THE ANAHEIM SHOW!
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[02 Jul 2008|10:24pm] |
"If its easier for them to hate you than to love or care for you anymore, I dont know, if you love them, you'll take that hit until they're ready to." - Brian Lane of Brand New
one of the best interviews Ive ever read.
I shouldn't have taken on this AMP memorandum project. It's wayyy over my head. Finding the best 50 interviews is so hard. I just can't wait for it to come out though and see we what we all picked.
I think I am going to Dolores Park for the 4th. Should be fun! & on Saturday my mom is coming up so we can go on a bike ride. I really wanted to buy these skinny bright white wheels for my bike but then I saw someone eat SHIT so hard on the Market St. muni/trolley lines the other day. I freaked. I think I'll stick with my stock wheels for awhile because they are thicker. I need to get lights for either my bike or my bag before I get demolished riding home late from school.
I registered for the S.F. half marathon in 2009. baby steps. Training starts in January. I'm super excited and scared at the same time. My running mix is a compilation of.. Journey (HA), M.J., Cro-mags, Taking back sunday, and Dethklok.. hahahaha. Im going to keep running as much as I can and hopefully I won't faint when training starts.
my tummy hurts from eating sushi.
Im tired.
blehh
tomorrow is my 9.5 hour school day. balls
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[02 Jul 2008|07:55am] |
So I got a job at a spa but I wouln't be starting as an esthetician til October. In the mean time I will train and work on the sales floor until then, the reason for this is because they have so many treatments and I'm so new they want me to know it before I even get on the floor... This is a place i've been looking at for awhile. I will make a good living here so I feel its worth the wait.
I got my state check yesterday. Most of it is going toward debt. Although I'm going to the craft store to buy some good paints and brushes with it. I need to start painting. I used to draw and paint a ton when I was a kid. I know that I'm good at painting and drawing faces, & abstract things. I just want to see what I will come up with.
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[02 Jul 2008|06:58am] |
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...So Farrah just told me about the sexy dream she had about me last night, and apparently she dreamed that I was getting a baby and I insisted on naming it Barack Obama.
We've analyzed the dream and come to the conclusion that the dream is a prophecy and it will be my future. BRING ON THE WHITE HOUSE, BITCHES! I'm moving in and I'm never leaving.
♥, Belle.
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[02 Jul 2008|02:44am] |
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wow....I dont think I've ever felt love this intense as I am now for David...this is beautiful and I cant wait for it to blossom even more.....
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[01 Jul 2008|11:23pm] |
So I pretty much decided back in like February or so that the daily grind was killing me. Then getting gnar-sick and then getting tonsils out and not working for about a month total really did me in.
So I've wasted nearly 5 months fretting over what to do. But I think I am at the end of my rope, and it's time to take action.
I promised myself I would never wake up and hate what the day would bring. And currently, that happens five days a week, and then I am always too tired and exhausted and crabby to have any fun during the rest of my hours alive.
WHAT A WASTE
Time for a CHANGE!
PEACE
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[01 Jul 2008|05:44pm] |
i get people confused.
like people i barely knew in san diego, i keep thinking the are people i barely know in boston...and then i get surprised and weirded out when they know someone i know very well back home.
none of this makes any sense at all..i know..
im sitting at work after being in new hamshire for the last 2.5 days, i havent showered and i am still covered in a film from the lake. im a sight to be seen, really.
also, the pre-college high school program just started sooooo ive been surrounded by 15-17 yr olds alllll day and its like fucking summer camp or something. its making me a bit nuts.
i dont know.. everything else is good i guess...just tired of.....oh.you dont want to know
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[01 Jul 2008|02:36pm] |
You know what I do for fun? delete useless people off myspace. I should just delete the whole thing, it annoys me more than it entertains me. I don't want to make new friends, I'm not searching out for a random hookup, blah blah blah. And I realized there are people on there I don't want as friends in real life, much less have a fake friendship with the "i miss you" and "lets do something sometime", which really only translates to "I'm never going to call you and we are never going to hang out, but I want to still pretend like I care. Its the internet"
You're OUT.
I have two new modeling prospects coming up, and I really hope they work out *fingers crossed*
AND HOLY SHIT, CHAKRAS IS OFFERING BODY PIERCING NOW???? A salon where you can go get your hair cut,colored, styled, a facial, manicures, pedicures, lasering, chemical peels, cellulite removed, veracose veins diminished, any kind of permanent make-up..... AND NOW GET YOUR FUCKING NAVAL PIERCED IN ONE GO ROUND?
CRAZY.
Caryn and I have been moving all her stuff into her new apartment, and she got a new kitty named Warren and he is such a turd. Always attacking your toes and fingers and FACE, but has proved to be a pretty entertaining kitty.
AND HE LOVES GROCERY BAGS
( yes, another picture post )
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[01 Jul 2008|07:30am] |
im leaving
first stop, Rochester NY
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[30 Jun 2008|08:57pm] |
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its just one of those days...
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[30 Jun 2008|05:22pm] |
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i mean, seriously.
whytf doesn't ANYONE do what they are supposed to do anymore?
it's really really not that hard.
don't be mad when you pay the consequences for your laziness or stupidity.
don't be mad when you lose your rent deposit because you didn't follow through with the agreements.
don't try to renegotiate after being an asshole.
i was going to give most of it back. now i'm not giving you a dime and legally am not obligated to do so. :P
you don't get what you want when you act like an asshole.
when you are at work, do what you are supposed to do.
i'm all for laziness at work, but at least accomplish what you are assigned and maybe more to be courteous to other employees.
it's really annoying when i am left to be everyone's backbone.
park where you are supposed to.
it is a huge inconvenience to me to have to park far from my house (or in the handicap parking) just because you feel like parking in my designated spot.
park in your own spot.
i am going to call the tow truck next time because i pay rent here. you probably do not.
i'm tired of not being able to say no.
this is my last stand.
NO.
i am now a bitch and you will have to accept it.
i'm not wasting my energy.
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[29 Jun 2008|09:57pm] |
I will not regret because you're dead to me
Nothing to regret, I have washed away the memories
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[29 Jun 2008|11:30pm] |
Road Trip BLOG!
i will be updating that for my trip! so check it out everday!
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