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[01 Jan 2010|03:34am] |
So as this year has come to an end, i find myself appreciative of where ive ended up. 2009 definitely started off pretty god damn shitty. took me until summer to really start feeling ok about things. then the Hawaii Trip happened. and as much fun as that was, i think its even better than we have the Hawaii Video. its probably the same kinda thing as all the 48 Hours Behind the Scenes stuff. The competition weekends were always epic themselves, but sitting and watching the slideshows and BTS footage makes those weekends even more amazing, and something that will live on forever very vividly in our mind because we have such an awesome reminder (the 240 Hours Documentary).
After Hawaii, the rest of the year was pretty good. Not everything was smooth sailing, but i enjoyed myself a whole lot more than the first half. and now, starting off a new year, "i am in a good place". i kinda hate those words, but it does describe how i feel.
I have great friends. I have a healthy family. I have a job that i love. I still have passion for a million different things. 2010 is gonna be a good year. The start of a new decade. A new era, perhaps. I have rediscovered a drive and motivation i havent had in a couple years. I would like to try some new things. Push myself a little more. In art, in business, in health. And its nice feeling that I want to push myself because I will enjoy the processes, and not just the destinations. I want to pursue things I enjoy, and not just worry about the end result.
I hope that 2010 brings a new start for everyone. And if youre one of those lucky SOBs that just has everything you want, and love the shit out of your life so much that you dont want anything to change... well, i hate you, but i guess i hope your gold can stay.
Thanks to those of you who have made this year not only bearable, but enjoyable. <33
And to end this year off right, i leave you with the great Friendland adventure of Winter 2009...
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yayayay home home home in 1 more dayyyyyyyyy!!! I miss you San Diegoooo.
1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before?
Live COMPLETELY by myself with no roomies or boyfriend!
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't even remember them and ya maybe I will.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Laura!
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nope.
5. What countries did you visit?
None.
6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
Stability.
7. What date from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Hmm none really, the whole year was one big ball of crazy.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Learning some big lessons and finally figuring out my future!
9. What was your biggest failure?
School. I was def. not in the right state of mind for it this year.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
I got really super sick and barfed for like 8 hours and was in the hospital for like 20 hours. F that.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
I didn't buy anything very cool.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Everyone's!
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
People who couldn't take a hint.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Everywhere ugh I hate money.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Xmas, Monica's birthday, being single and then when I became unsingle for reals with somebody I actually liked.
16. What song will always remind you of 2009?
All those fucking Lady GaGa songs, shoot me now.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
1. Happier or sadder? Def happier
2. Thinner or fatter? Fatter.
3. Richer or poorer? Bout the same.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Hmmm I kinda did it all this year.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Hurting people's (dude's specifically) feelings.
20. How will you be spending Christmas/Hanukkah?
I spent it with my pops!
21. How many one-night stands?
I'm thinking technically none.
22. What was your favorite TV program?
Rob & Big!
23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Oh yeah.
24. What was the best book you read?
Alex & Me!
25. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Venom!
26. What did you want and get?
I wanted to be myself again, and I got that back in full force, both good and bad qualities.
27. What was your favorite film of this year?
Iunno.
28. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I was 20 and I partied my ass off.
29. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
I don't even know!
30. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?:
Pants & Tank top.
31. What kept you sane?
My friends & my dogs.
32. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Michael Cera!
33. What political issue stirred you the most?
Iunno.
34. Who did you miss?
My family.
35. Who was the best new person you met?
Orionnnnn
36. Did you fall in love in 2009?
GAY.
36. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009:
Gut feelings are ALWAYS right.
37. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
Anyway you want it that's the way you need it (I'm pretty sure I quote that every year)
I CANNOT WAIT FOR MY LIFE TO FOR REALS START. BIG TIME HERE I COME!
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[02 Nov 2009|07:53pm] |
 Vogue Deutsch - November 2009 model Claudia Schiffer photographer Erwin Wurm ( +++ ) |
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[28 Dec 2009|12:30pm] |
soo very tired of waking up and doing the same meaningless shit everyday.
i clock in and the apathy immediately sets in.
completely lost on how to get away.
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[28 Dec 2009|11:18am] |
and i'm unsure about!!
we'll see if I like any of them.
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[28 Dec 2009|12:10pm] |
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I keep having gnarly nightmares about Eddie and I don't fucking know why and I wish they would just stop already. It's been like every single night for the past month. I don't get it. I haven't even seen him in like ....at least 7 or 8 months, much less talked to him. I don;t even care about him, but for some reason my dreams won;t leave me the fuck alone and it's driving me nuts. The LAST person in the world I want to dream about is him, ESPECIALLY scary dreams. Bleh.
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[26 Dec 2009|08:26pm] |
mixed feelings about being back in california.
pretty pumped about the 1,000.00 I got for xmas. That, plus the 420.00 dollar plane ticket, plus my mom saying that she's going to give me MORE money after new years, is fucking crazy. where does all this money come from? Regardless, i am very, very grateful and lucky to have such an amazing family.
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[19 Oct 2009|07:57pm] |
ABOVE Magazine
September 09
Emergence: A Life in Ten Chapters.
( .... )
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[10 Oct 2009|12:58am] |
Vogue, September 2009
editorial: In the Mood
Models: Viktoriya Sasonkina, Sasha Pivovarova, Coco Rocha, Karen Elson & Liya Kebede
Photographer: Steven Meisel
( +++ )
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[14 Dec 2009|11:25pm] |
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Vanity Fair Spain / October 2009
"Carrera Olímpica"
Models / Jon Kortajarena & Oriol Elcacho
Photographer / David Dunan
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[24 Dec 2009|12:18am] |
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Well right now I'm in Chicago, and everything is great (besides the horrible gas my dad and I got from eating at the Cheesecake Factory).
It's been snowing a ton which has been sucking to walk in when I only have shitty converse.
The first night I was here I got completely wasted with my dad and it was totally awesome, even though we both completely died the next day.
It's been nice not having crazy insecurities about being away.
Hold that thought, WILLIE NELSON IS ON THE COLBERT REPORT, HOLY DREAM EPISODE!
I miss Orion and Monica both a lot a lot a lot.
I'm gonna post some of my favorite Jparr pictures that she took for her final.
( Pictars )
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[22 Dec 2009|04:11pm] |
FRIENDS ONLY
COMMENT TO BE ADDED
photo:weheartit
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