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[17 Nov 2009|05:51pm] |
dirtyincision 5:50 pm
did you see my package?
xxfourletterword 5:51 pm
yah its huge
hahahahahahahaha that sounded sexual
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[30 Oct 2009|08:23am] |
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Will be in SD pretty early today. Got the day off from school. I'll be available between 1pm & 430.. plus MAYBE a 530 slot. Let me know if you want something done. Cuts are $20, & if you bring a friend you get $5 off your service :]
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[22 Oct 2009|10:01am] |
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I'm always aspiring to make more of myself. I think if I didn't have my daughter I would be in such a different place right now. I got pregnant at the peak of my "career" at the time and fell back into family life. Honestly I'd love to be in the spotlight and dress wild and go dancing all the time like I used to. Right now I feel like I'm stuck in slow motion even though I'm always busy. I think it's because of school. I can't wait to be done with this. It consumes half my life and I no longer feel like I'm getting anything out of it. This entire week I've spent on my laptop almost all day at school. It's giving me headaches but there's not much else to do. Trying to be productive while I'm wasting away in this old run down building that they're about to tear down. I want to take intermediate sewing classes.. I want my hair to grow, but I've been tempted to cut it dramatically short again. I want to do something more low maintenance, but I know I would miss my fun, bright colors. I want to relax, but the whole time I'd be worrying about the things I'm not getting done. I want to shoot a lot more (modeling & taking photos) but I never feel like I have the time. I definitely don't feel like I could afford to do things that are just for fun when I could be making money or spending time with my family. I want to do some more self portraits soon. I'm inspired by everyone around me in little ways. Tid bits here and there. Gimme gimme, I just have to express myself. Everything is so up and down, back and forth, exhaustion and sleep, headaches and smiles, arguments and love making. I've been getting in bed just after 9pm every night but I still don't feel rested. Vitamins, decent foods, exercise.. what more? I've been considering starting to eat chicken and fish when I get pregnant. Chris and I would like to have a child by next October. Big step, hard work, pulling away at my career and all the things I want to do for myself.. but I've already fallen into family life and for now I'm working it. Maybe I'll be one of those 30 somethings who get famous for the things they've been doing and loving and perfecting for years. I cannot say this enough.. I want to sing. I am anxious for Rudi to move back to CA so we can make some music. I told Chris last week that after a certain point it's silly to try to start a band. He's 26, I'm 24.. but he used to be in a band that started shortly out of high school. For me, I just want to make music. I think the word "band" has a different meaning for me. "Jamming" in a garage is only for yourself. A waste of time for me. I want it out there. I want to move the world. I want to make something. Make something of myself.
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[19 Oct 2009|04:41pm] |
I might stop posting in this since I haven't gotten any feedback on my last few posts. Think I might use tumblr instead..
Edit: 10.22.09
I decided to use both lj & tumblr since I don't think I know anyone that uses both. Fine with me. I'm writing either way.
Still, it's nice to get feedback once in a while :]
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[26 Sep 2009|10:13am] |
As far as the people I make/stay friends with.. I'm pretty shallow. Not in just a physical sense.. but I need to feel like you're really adding something positive to my life. Being attractive helps, but I need my friends to be smart, funny, witty (a combination of smart & funny), talented, confident (but NOT narcissistic), & NONE of these things: insecure, dramatic, rude, insensitive, naive, ignorant, dirty, slutty, flakey or belligerent.
I'm sure there are other things I could add but that's off the top of my head. I've been thinking about friendships lately.. especially with my wedding coming up & trying to decide who I want to invite & who I feel is special enough in my life to be a bridesmaid.
I'm a firm believer in not holding grudges but if I believe that someone who has done me wrong is ALSO a waste of time as far as trying to make a friendship work, then I won't have anything to do with them. If I have no desire to make an effort with you, then why should we talk?
I guess that's all.
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[24 Sep 2009|06:42pm] |
Future:
Going to finish school by November
Planning on wedding in April
Hopefully baby by October
Lately:
Lots more Oona since Chris's parents have been out of town for like 3 weeks. They'll be home by tomorrow though so it will be nice to have a break now & then during the week too. Things have been up & down. I wish people were as good as me at putting themselves into the other person's shoes/reversing the situation in order to understand how the other person feels & why.
Something that's been weirding me out lately is people who are really sassy/bitchy/annoying online but in person they're really nice. It's like I want to hang out with them but not have to deal with their persona online.. but if you delete people off of anything they always assume you don't want to be friends. I might even feel that way, that's just how things are these days.
I finally updated my facebook since I decided it would be fun to keep in touch better with people who don't use myspace & also try to get in touch with people from my past. For some reason lately I've been thinking a lot about fun friendships growing up. I think my most memorable & epic time of my life (growing up.. not including my family life now) was the summer of 10th grade, when I was 16. I don't talk to any of the people I was friends with then, but those days were awesome.
This morning I decided how I want my feet tattoos covered.. which made me really happy. Except I'm going to have to get laser removal on my toes. "NINJA MASTA" was pretty fun & epic from 18-21 but I'm kinda over it. I want my toes to say ♥OONA LEYNA in a pretty script handwriting type font.
I hope when Chris & I have our baby it will be a boy. I only want 2 kids & I think a girl with a younger brother is such a good combination. Plus we already have a name picked out. Ha.
Ok here's some photos since I never post them anymore
One to see & the rest under the cut:
( Read more... )
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[12 Sep 2009|12:17pm] |
Schedule has been somewhat hectic lately. Feel like I should post in here more often. So busy all the time haha.. Need to start writing in full sentences.
Some things seem like they might start happening for me. Hair, makeup, modeling, photography.. mostly hair though. Hopefully I can get an assistant job with Michael M Haase. Personally met him, received compliments, heard he was talking about me to other judges during this competition I did.. but when I e-mailed him to ask about the job, the response was delayed. When I finally received one it was generic. Somewhat discouraging but I need to plow through nonetheless.
I forgot to celebrate my Vegetarian anniversary again. It was last month. 3 years. Yay! Doesn't seem like it's been that long, but I've been cutting meat out of my diet since I was 15, so it's a little different.
My 2 year Anniversary with Chris is this Wednesday. My love<3 It's funny how we've been engaged for over a year though, 15 months or so. We're planning on getting married April 24th but that really depends on the location & what is available. I really need to get my butt into gear with the serious planning. I should have been doing that a long time ago. I need some wedding planning assistants ahah.
Lots of photos to edit from photo shoots (photographed & modeled for) so I guess I'll get going. Need to shower & beautify myself before this afternoon too.. Pee Wee's Big Adventure tonight at Hollywood Forever. I'm excited :] I love Cinespia & it only goes on during the summer. Ahh it will be missed until next summer <3
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[24 Jul 2009|07:15am] |
Crazy dreams about 3 story house flooding & falling apart & a shark in the tub coming out & following me to my soaked floating bed, telling me it loves me & not to be afraid, biting me & giving me the power to see through walls & envision the past with hundreds of dead bodies decaying & falling through the floors.
I feel like my dream book is almost magical.. like when I turn to read about something in my dream that it all makes so much sense.
Just the flood itself in my house represents being overwhelmed with school, work & family.
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[04 Jul 2009|12:52am] |
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I'm posting an entry from my new samsung eternity even though I am not even 2ft from my computer. I love this phone haha. Finally paying for a data plan & getting unlimited texting so give me your numbers if you haven't lately texted me. & whoever has at&t gets to call me all they want haha.
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[03 Jul 2009|05:22pm] |
If you have met my fiance & wanna come to this let me know.
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[07 Jun 2009|02:50pm] |
Despite the small turnout last night for my San Diego party (thank you to those who came) I am so immeasurably happy right now. The party at my house in LA on Friday was EPIC. I can't say that enough. Everyone I know is amazing. I had so much fun. Soo many pictures & videos to post!
I got the "new" car my dad fixed up for me today & drove it home. It is literally AT LEAST 10 times better in EVERY WAY than any other car I've owned in my entire life. I felt like I didn't want to stop driving when I had to exit the freeway. I'm really looking forward to the rest of my driving future. I will actually be sad if anything happens to this car. I've never thought that before! HA ;P
The few negative things I can think of in my life lately are not comparable in the least to all the positives. I'm happier than I've ever been & I feel like nothing could bring me down :D
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[20 May 2009|07:31am] |
Making a list of people to invite to my bday parties.
LA on June 5th
SD on June 6th
Let me know if you want to come. Bring people.
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[22 Apr 2009|07:27am] |
I think it's funny when people from Hollywood say "Everyone in Hollywood is fake"
..Don't you think the word "everyone" includes you?
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[20 Apr 2009|10:13pm] |
I love everything about this
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[05 Apr 2009|08:50pm] |
I've been twittering way more than LJ-ing. It's hard to type with my nails so it's easier to post little tidbits rather than all of my thoughts at once lol.
So in reference to my last private entry, I was actually pretty bugged for a couple of days, but after some real thought, I feel happy with the way things went. It made me realize there are some people not worth the time wasted. I need to focus on the people that are true friends, really there for me, benefit my life in some way, actually make me happy :]
I already have a very select few people I can call friends that I see close to consistently.. or at least that I am always talking to (I miss you Rudi). I mean, I have my school friends, but that's the closest thing I've got right now, obviously besides family, which includes Chris, my fiance. He's my best friend. I don't know what my life would be like without him. I'm so looking forward to being married & trying to have a baby with him :]
Otherwise.. I have a lot of clients that I would call friends, or friends that mostly have been clients lately (people I only see while I'm doing their hair) ..even though it's not their fault most of the time. I live far from everyone, even though I'm very central, & I'm so busy with school, my family, & trying to get the bills paid, that I hardly even have time for myself. I'm dying to sit down & read through Twilight. I finally finished Snuff, but that was all done during school hours, & they've been pretty weird about doing anything not involving cosmetology lately ahah.
On another note, I need to make time to shoot. I need to model for Klariza, Kris, Vic, Daniel, Elody & Will.. & I need to take pictures of Nikki Dodge (who I met a couple weeks ago because she wanted her hair cut & she is ADORABLE beyond all reason), Klariza, Kris, Mary, Kimmy Mae & a few various others. Which also reminds me that I'm sad I have hardly been taking any pictures lately. Especially when going out. Stinkers w/ Chris & Joshua, Bar 107 w/ them & Klariza, Masquerade ball last night randomly seeing Minni Jo (love her!) & Angel (of all people) -totally random- haha. I don't know why I started to feel weird about busting out my camera in public. Do I care what other people think? Not usually.. but this has been weirding me out.
I have a to-do list that I wrote a couple weeks ago.. I've hardly done anything that was actually important that I wrote there. I've been doing so many random other important things that have come up randomly. Even our shower wouldn't turn off a couple nights ago (right after the drama queen freaked out about her hair & left) so I was too exhausted the next day to go to school. I always sleep in & then clean like mad when I do that. It feels like no matter how much cleaning I do, there is still more just around the corner. I wish I could get more help with that than I do heh..
I've been stoked about my hair lately. It's getting longer. I have been letting it grow out, & I've trimmed up the layers twice in like 6 months.. I put some teal in my tail (which sounds as awesome as it looks!) & I'm so in love with it. For the masquerade last night I curled it so the teal showed so much more. My hair matched my nails matched my mask! It was amazing ahah.. hence another reason why I'm mad at myself for not taking pictures.. argh!
This could go on & on but I need to get ready for bed.. otherwise I will have another mental battle in the morning whether or not it would be worth it to stay home from school again ahah.
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[11 Mar 2009|05:11pm] |
I crack myself up
thenonbelief: tell me something new and exciting going on with you
xxfourletterword: I have 2 extensions appointments this month
xxfourletterword: the first one I'm making 250 bucks & the 2nd one I got about that same amount of nail supplies & a huge makeup box & I didn't have to pay for the hair ahah
thenonbelief: haha awesomeeeeee
xxfourletterword: what about you
thenonbelief: just been workin a shit load, about to finish a freelance website for the Detroit Red Wings, been working on a bunch of big accounts at work, shits going pretty well
xxfourletterword: sounds awesome
xxfourletterword: crazy working man
thenonbelief: yep
thenonbelief: always workin
xxfourletterword: I have 2 weekly clients at school
thenonbelief: at work and at home
thenonbelief: very nice
xxfourletterword: but they're both old ladies that want old lady rollersets ahahah
thenonbelief: haha yea
thenonbelief: how much longer do you have in school?
xxfourletterword: it's cool though because I enjoy making them all old lady pretty
xxfourletterword: they tip me like 2.50
xxfourletterword: I should be done mid november
thenonbelief: sweet stuff
thenonbelief: excited to be done with school?
xxfourletterword: yes but I'm enjoying it as of now
xxfourletterword: I have the highest grade in my school & I ace all the tests
xxfourletterword: It makes me feel smart
thenonbelief: thats awesome
thenonbelief: good job girllll
xxfourletterword: when I wasn't in school, I knew I was smart, but I never had someone telling me how smart I am on a daily basis ahah
xxfourletterword: I asked my teacher today "what did I get on the test?"
xxfourletterword: she says "psh, you know what you got"
thenonbelief: haha nice
thenonbelief: always a good feeling
xxfourletterword: my memory rules ahah
xxfourletterword: so even though I'm not a famous model/musician, I'm pretty blessed otherwise
xxfourletterword: awesome family, in love, smart, etc
thenonbelief: mmhmm
thenonbelief: thats all that matters
xxfourletterword: I will be famous someday ahah
xxfourletterword: when Oona's grown
xxfourletterword: in like 5 years I'll have my own salon
xxfourletterword: & I'll be writing music & playing shows locally ahah
thenonbelief: then start your own reality show hahah
xxfourletterword: hahahahh I should have one already
xxfourletterword: I'm amazing
xxfourletterword: my everyday life is like.. WOW
xxfourletterword: I laugh at all my own jokes
xxfourletterword: I'd probably be my #1 fan
thenonbelief: hhahahah
thenonbelief: you are ridiculous girl
xxfourletterword: I know, & that's why I'm loved ;P
thenonbelief: its true
xxfourletterword: :D
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[23 Feb 2009|06:57am] |
I need a week off. At least. I need to write up another "to-do" list, except I lost my last one.. I hope I can remember all the stuff I was trying to remind myself TO DO!
I just joined another site, lol: jennielove.tumblr.com
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[21 Jan 2009|07:04am] |
This is a self reminder to start posting in this thing more often, instead of just when I'm overwhelmed.
At this moment I somewhat am, but not with anything very emotional, just with time, duties, little things to catch up on and get done here and there, and my own limitations. I'm exhausted.
On a highly positive note, my old best friend from high school (& for a while after) who has been living in AZ since I was 16, recently got in touch with me this week after not speaking for over a year. We simply lost touch. Busy women, ahah. I'm excited to start sharing our lives with each other again.
Also, one of my friends from SD who had moved away to WA is back & we finally made official plans for him to come hang out & meet Oona (yes, it's been that long since I've seen him, aside from his going away party)
As of right now I have to get up & ready for school.. another day hopefully working toward another dollar, heh.
Next week I am committing myself to getting all dressed up & going around to salons near my house to see if I can get a front desk/assisting job.. That way once I get my license officially I will have my in & be able to get a chair immediately.
:D
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